❝ make a space for my body, dig a hole, push the sides apart. this is what i’m controlling. it’s a moat, the inside that i carve. make a cast of my body, pull back out so that i can see. let go of how you
knewme, let go of what i used to be. this will my monument, this will be a beacon when i’m gone. i will let this monument represent a moment of my life, so that when the moment comes, i can say i did it all with love. ❞
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written by annie

so, as you may have read about before, i’m in a bit of a really really really scary situation for me – which is why i’m turning to you guys for help because, unfortunately, i don’t think i can get out of this one on my own (though i’m trying!).
therefore, i’m doing commissions!
i’m doing backgrounds for $10 / €9 (contained or not), background & (custom) coding would be $20 / €18, and all that plus custom pop ups (background + coded) would be $30 / €26. these are negotiable, though.
i take paypal, but i would be immensely grateful if you could pay me through my youcaring fundraiser instead. thank you in advance for your consideration! if interested, please drop me an ask at promisestoned, or try my submit box if i haven’t replied in over 24h.
here’s some samples (older to newer):
plenty of them tbh, though i’ve been mostly on kíli uwu

also a reminder that i’ve been on the smol bun’s blog
so please reach me over at promisestoned! uwu/
Here’s the long version of what I already posted about: I’m having to share my laptop with my dad on a daily basis. Up until now, my laptop has been my safe space, as it’s been just my own for a very long time.
Unfortunately, because I’m having to share, it’s no longer so.
I’ve been terrified to the point of panic of him finding something that could get me outed, or something that requires an explanation that would out me in the process (like my tumblr, where I don’t hide the fact that I’m gay). I don’t know how my parents would react, but I’m afraid of being kicked out of my own home, and I can’t just tell him no because he scares me and basically demands that I share. I can’t even make him a separate user, because I don’t want to make it look like I have something to hide. I’ve obviously been careful about covering my tracks, but I’m a paranoid person by nature, and I would rather be safe than sorry (and homeless).
Which brings me to this fundraiser. I’m hoping, if the goal can be met, to buy a laptop for my parents (they both share one – it’s technically my mother’s but she barely ever uses or needs it), so this one can be mine again and I can have some peace of mind. I don’t have a job (and no license or car, which also complicates getting a job), so I’ve been relying on transcription websites to earn some money, but with having to share my laptop, the time I have to work on them is also cut extremely short, which is why I’m turning to you guys for help.
Now, I don’t really expect handouts or charity, so I’m willing to do any kind of commission in return – graphics, themes, coding, and also actual art. I only ask for patience, though, because with limited time (and safety) on my laptop, I don’t really have the peace of mind to work on them as much as I’d want to, but I’ll gladly put in my share. In addition, my girlfriend is volunteering to do basic amigurumi too, in case you’d rather something physical, and she can provide sample photos on request.
Thank you in advance for your time.
- me: *takes a deep breath*
- me: i lo-
- anyone who has spent five seconds around me ever: yes, you love grell sutcliff, we know, you love grell sutcliff so much, she's the light of your life, you love her so much, you just love grell sutcliff, we KNOW, you love grell sutcliff you fucking love grell sutcliff ok we know, we get it, YOU LOVE GRELL SUTCLIFF. WE GET IT.
Donna listening the recording of Harvey admitting he’s been having panic attacks.
get to know me → protagonists [3/5] → Ciel Phantomhive
“I am not so noble that I would stake my life for someone else. Nor am I so forgiving that I would sit by and allow someone to trample me. I am a selfish … and self-righteous human being!”


