—- okay so here’s the deal people if you have a problem with flirtiings please go talk to her because I’m through talking behind people’s backs and back stabbing them and this kind of shit has to stop if we want to continue to co-exist. And since I’m apparently the only one with a dick to stand up and speak up for everyone who hates this bitch, talk to her personally because I’ve already talked to her about her attitude and she has fucking improved and has left me alone out of mutual-human respect. I try not to dislike Annie but we have our history on another blog that will not be mentioned on this one because it is nobody’s business but the thing is, I don’t like her, and I don’t know if she likes me but we have the fucking human respect for each other to talk it out like civil human beings so if you’ll excuse me I’m going to take a break from this fandom. Stop talking to me on Skype, stop coming into my ask. Annie leaves me the fuck alone so I leave her the fuck alone. She’s a fucking human being just like me and has feelings, and nobody on this Earth is completely 100% good or bad, but if you’re not going to solve your own problems I’m not here to be your therapist. I’m done. P.S. I’m sorry Annie and I understand if I hurt you in anyway by posting this and understand if I’ve lost any respect within the role playing community but shit has got to stop and I am no one’s councillor.
okay so, i wasn’t going to post about this because frankly i can’t be fucked to care about this middle school drama but y'know what, i put up with a lot of shit on tumblr, but there’s one thing i do not tolerate from anyone: a lack of respect.
i came online to find your post about me and about how certain people have a problem with me – i don’t care. i’m not here to please anyone, i’m not here for anyone other than myself, i know i’m gonna piss some people off and you know what, some people piss me off too. that’s okay. we’re human. we’re not all gonna be able to stand each other. i don’t have a problem with that.
i do have a problem, however, with people taking potshots at me, though. i tried to deal with it in a manner that i had hoped would be private because what’s the point of going public – only to have my efforts thwarted and have the asks i sent published so that’s the only reason i’m posting this: i feel disrespected and patronized, and i feel like you’re basically taking potshots at me. i see your apology at the bottom of the post, and so i’d hoped that you’d fill me in privately and civilly but the way you worded your replies to my asks asking about what the hell had happened come across as the absolute opposite.
also i feel like i know exactly how this is going to come across as because you’ve gone and painted a really nice picture of me, whether intentionally or not; i know that by addressing this i’m going to come across as the royal bitch going on a witch hunt, you put me on the spot out of nowhere and you absolutely worded things so they would come across as ‘look at this bitch who’s so confused over being hated haha’. so i’m going to acknowledge that that’s exactly the picture being painted of me right now, and i’ll be honest and say that i’m fairly sure it wasn’t unintentional.
first off, calling me a bitch was uncalled for, especially when i haven’t said a word to you in a while. yes, we’ve had issues, but as far as i remember i was always polite and civil with you instead of calling you names, especially in public.
secondly, not sure what your problem is with my promos, but not even gonna go there so shrug, skipping that and addressing your next point– i have had basically all grells except grellshitei and a couple others blacklisted since i came back from my sorta-hiatus. i can make out who you’re talking about, but tbh i haven’t seen any threads with them from anyone – because i basically don’t have any grells at all on my dash, i blacklisted everyone a long time ago – and that would be my advice to you would be to do the same since you get so livid at the mere mention of me.
and just so you know that my asks were not intended to come across as me asking for names because i’m really not that sort – i was just asking if you’d clarify why i came online to a post calling me a bitch. again, i know how i’m gonna come across because of this, but since i’m already getting fucked over, might as well say what’s on my mind.
to your friend and anons, i can only encourage them to come and talk to me, even on anon, what their problem with me is. if it’s a legit problem, i have no problems at all with fixing myself. i’m approachable, i have no problem dealing with things privately, and i’m not gonna send anyone on some witch hunt just because we might not get along. i firmly believe that we can clear the air if you talk to me, i’ve no issue with that, please let me know bc i hold nothing against you.
